Under a hot cloudless sky in the summer of 1983, a 4-H banner stretches and yawns in a busy barn. It hangs in the only inland place in Orange County that can even sustain a breeze, Costa Mesa, California. The structure, circa 1940, is a leftover from an army base turned fairgrounds, now the temporary home for pampered steers. The animals are tended by members of the 4-H and FFA and raised for the livestock auction held annually at the County Fair.
The young animal owners with their hovering parents ready the steers for the big market beef show. The breeze carries smoke from smoldering concessionaire fires, music from the carnival and excited chatter from the crowd made up of dedicated family members. A speaker keeps cracking, "shhhep... Jim Bailey to the livestock office... Jim Bailey....shhhep." Curious on lookers dragging cotton candy toting children mount bleachers to watch.
The speaker cracks again,"shhhep... 4-H Market Steers...4-H Market Steers to the show ring... shhhep"... The animal owners, who are also known as "exhibitors," enter the show ring, distractedly thinking about who to ask to ride on the Ferris Wheel, turn their attention to the half ton animals they are leading. None of the exhibitors are more then 19 years old and their well groomed steers are less then two.
I was part of this group, making our way to the show ring. At 18, this would be my last steer to raise in the 4-H program and he was, I'm not ashamed to say, the most beautiful animal at the Fair. We slipped our paper entry numbers over our white shirted arms and entered the tin covered judging area.
I was more nervous then the others, my steer named "Mayor Bradley" weighed over 1200 pounds and was notoriously uncontrollable. Despite investing long hours of training, he had ignored all efforts in about 6 months to become civilized. Bradley dragged me around like a rag doll.
For some reason, that day was different, when we stepped off sticky asphalt into shavings that carpeted the ring he was remarkably calm. Bradley allowed me to walk him about for the judge to get a look at his shiny black coat that rippled with muscles beneath. He stood more alert then the other steers with his head held high and proud, announcing with out a sound, "that he would be the winner." The Judge agreed.
The crowd roared and cheered when the Judge slapped Bradley's rump to show his selection for the 1983 Grand Champion Market Steer. I held on to the end of the lead as the "not so gentle giant," bucked and spun, then took me on a victory drag around the ring.
Days later, after the newspaper articles, pictures and praise the auction was held. Bradley wore fluttering ribbons and a blanket of flowers, purple and yellow. I wore a grin of astonishment at the final bid. The profit from raising him would pay for my first used car, and help with my first year of college. Not all kids are so lucky, many just break even and often raise animals at a loss. Young farmers do however, gain respect for animals, learn responsibility and even on a small scale, some basic business skills.
Raising an animal in 4-H is an experience I would never trade, and it does have an unavoidable bittersweet ending. You try not to, but it is easy to get attached to the animals all the same. Some say raising a pig, sheep or steer for market makes a kid insensitive, I saw the opposite to be true. 4-H and FFA project animals are raised with compassion and care, when the day comes there are no dry eyes.
In the hours after the auction at the 1983 Orange County Fair, the sun slanted into the beef barn. Stall tags marked the spot for each steer with it's name and owner like me, would have to say good by.
Tears streaming, I turned and left Mayor Bradley standing in the soft straw. Drowsy, content and chewing softly.
For more information on the OC Fair Junior Livestock Auction, go to http://ocfjla.org/










